May 02, 2007

bugging me

It’s not before long the form 6 intake and till now ther still isn’t any confirmation letter sent in…
It does bothers me a lot coz I didn’t really get a gud result…so tat means I can easily be rejected to carry on my form 6…die!!
Waited so long adi…even abandon the opportunity to get into TAR… if suddenly say I cant get into F6…I really can die let u all see…
Besides my appalling result…there is another barrier to overcome…
And tat is a high rank teacher who “loves” me…(I really meant hate)
She is more likely the one who bans students like to me from bringing the school’s reputation down…(so plz pray for me)
Pity me…I once tot that I am the only one who hasn’t receive the confirmation letter…
Thank god that isn’t true…been checking out the internet…but till now oso havnt cum out…I wonder y so long a??...its like already May the 2nd…and the intake would probably take place in mid May…

haiz…duno what kind of system is this..?... “last minute system"
Suddenly the letter come today...ask me to go to school tomorrow…imagine that! Not knowing whether we were accepted or not…we wouldn’t buy school uniforms, and stationaries…
Shoes, shirts, and even my skirt oso havnt buy…”they” want us to go to school with only our underwear on…(guess that’s wat “they” want…)
Really makes me wonder…and doubt how “they” do things…makes ppl with low self-assurance like me suffer in anxiety…
I remember mum owaz nag us not to be a last minute person…not juz mum… but teachers and elders all around us…okay..i admit that I am a last minute person…
But I never tot that “they” never grow up from that habit…it seems that “they” encourage things to be done last minute…
Well all I can say is that I really nida know…jus want to know am I accepted…
At least if I am not...i can hurry to TAR or sumwher else to register a diploma course or some sort…
KILL ME…

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