January 28, 2009
so close-ost
Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around.
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around.
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Just like me (Just like me)
They long to be
Close to you.
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around.
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around.
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Just like me (Just like me)
They long to be
Close to you.
Close to you- Karen Mok
January 27, 2009
lonely new year...
As for me, i never hope much for chinese new year...
every year its the same boring thing --roting myself in ghost town KL...
yet last few years had some turns...mum n i started to visit some "far away" relatives...and i did go to a house or two during new year...
especially last year...goin out almost evryday with the guys at work...singing K at Leong's house in Kepong...dine at Sushi King...when to watch midnite movie...ah....the days~~
but this year....not even a bird in the sky...all bak to kampung...or start work early...or at another state, or at another country...
people...where are you?....
four fine days of holidays...to think that i could spend at least one day out with my frens...ziah?...
today is d second day of CNY...2ml n d day after is also as quite as a graveyard...
yet...thank the Lord...today i went to visit some long lost relatives at Kampar...
to say that i am happy...NO...to say that i am sad...NO...i am just numb...
in one day time i got as many angpaos combine together for the last four years of CNY angpaos i got...cool...but the RM dint triple...hahahahahaha...
get to meet for the first time many uncles and aunties...to me, there really got no leng chai, or leng lui...thank god in the break of time...came two leng lui..and, they are working in KL too...
fuh~~ travel back to KL with butt pain...duno what kind of car seat i sat on...like rock...pity my ass...
anyway...i wish evryone good health, smoothness in studies, more beautiful or handsome, more money...and a wonderous not lonely new yeAR....
every year its the same boring thing --roting myself in ghost town KL...
yet last few years had some turns...mum n i started to visit some "far away" relatives...and i did go to a house or two during new year...
especially last year...goin out almost evryday with the guys at work...singing K at Leong's house in Kepong...dine at Sushi King...when to watch midnite movie...ah....the days~~
but this year....not even a bird in the sky...all bak to kampung...or start work early...or at another state, or at another country...
people...where are you?....
four fine days of holidays...to think that i could spend at least one day out with my frens...ziah?...
today is d second day of CNY...2ml n d day after is also as quite as a graveyard...
yet...thank the Lord...today i went to visit some long lost relatives at Kampar...
to say that i am happy...NO...to say that i am sad...NO...i am just numb...
in one day time i got as many angpaos combine together for the last four years of CNY angpaos i got...cool...but the RM dint triple...hahahahahaha...
get to meet for the first time many uncles and aunties...to me, there really got no leng chai, or leng lui...thank god in the break of time...came two leng lui..and, they are working in KL too...
fuh~~ travel back to KL with butt pain...duno what kind of car seat i sat on...like rock...pity my ass...
anyway...i wish evryone good health, smoothness in studies, more beautiful or handsome, more money...and a wonderous not lonely new yeAR....
January 21, 2009
found
its been awhile, i've not completely let myself loose. sometimes its hard to even take a deep breath.
maybe its cause i tied myself up, bound to punish my ownself, not letting myself being loved the proper way. i really need to gasps for fresh air, as i am drowning from my polluted mind.
growing up also means to know more...yet i really wish that sometimes i don't know. at least being naive makes my life go easier...as i add sugar and spice into whatever i think, i really can't make out what the hell i am thinking?
simple things i tend to make it so complicated, n who ends up suffering? ---myself---
why am i bound up to make everyone happy, but not myself? why am i so use to cheer every1 elses but didn't bother to care about myself?...i really think that i have enough...its time to cheer everyone as well as importantly MYSELF...
i found my answer...thank you...
[players dont write like this...]
maybe its cause i tied myself up, bound to punish my ownself, not letting myself being loved the proper way. i really need to gasps for fresh air, as i am drowning from my polluted mind.
growing up also means to know more...yet i really wish that sometimes i don't know. at least being naive makes my life go easier...as i add sugar and spice into whatever i think, i really can't make out what the hell i am thinking?
simple things i tend to make it so complicated, n who ends up suffering? ---myself---
why am i bound up to make everyone happy, but not myself? why am i so use to cheer every1 elses but didn't bother to care about myself?...i really think that i have enough...its time to cheer everyone as well as importantly MYSELF...
i found my answer...thank you...
[players dont write like this...]
January 18, 2009
Crush?
I hung up the phone tonight,
something happened for the first time, deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility that you would ever
Feel the same way about me
It’s just too much .. just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized, and I just got to know
*Chorus
Do you ever think, when you’re all alone
All that we could be,
Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I’m trying, try to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t going away, going away
Has it ever crossed your mind when we were hanging
Spending time girl, are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it’s a chance we’ve gotta take
Cause I believe we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever
*Chorus
Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized And I just got to know
*Chorus
Do you ever think, when you’re all alone
All that we could be, Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I’m trying, try to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t going away, going away
something happened for the first time, deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility that you would ever
Feel the same way about me
It’s just too much .. just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized, and I just got to know
*Chorus
Do you ever think, when you’re all alone
All that we could be,
Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I’m trying, try to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t going away, going away
Has it ever crossed your mind when we were hanging
Spending time girl, are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it’s a chance we’ve gotta take
Cause I believe we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever
*Chorus
Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized And I just got to know
*Chorus
Do you ever think, when you’re all alone
All that we could be, Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I’m trying, try to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t going away, going away
Crush-David Archuleta
Empty
A new year, a new life, a new way, a new start
Just coz everything is new…I have to get use to many things…
For instance, no more school life…no more secondary school teachers, new friends, new environment, new job…almost everything is new…
Yet I can’t cope with so many changes, this drastic revolution…
Making me feel as if I am taking this road alone…to a destination I really do not know…
I can’t see what is in front of me, what is laid at first, is now disarray… everything is just a blur image…studies, work, and even love…
How would I step up front? And conquer all barriers I face.
All those who are dear to me, now seems so far away…everyone may be just a phone call away…yet the feeling differs…
I really want to just run to a place…where there’s no one else but me…just me in a land cover in white snow and fading trees…there on top of the mountain I will scream it all out…all, that I am unsatisfied…no fears, no tears…just me…
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