dreaM chaZer

isnt it ironic?

how we've meet someone, and we have to say goodbye...

i said a brief gudbye to someone i met not long ago...to think that that gudbye was for eternal...

i never experince something like that before...but i m really upset about it... to see him passed away in front of me...with all his family n frens by his bedside...

chanting a bhuddist chant, n crying to see his heartbeat turned 0%...

that scenario lasted for more than 30 mins...till the nurse have to say that we only have 5 more minutes to see him, b4 the nurse take out all the tiubs n wires away from him...

i have to admit it was a hard sight to bare...i even told myself to be strong about it...

this few days i've been a vegetarian...i guess its the only thing i can help myself feel better...


i just hope that i wont have to bear such a scene in my teen n young adult life...