January 18, 2009
Empty
A new year, a new life, a new way, a new start
Just coz everything is new…I have to get use to many things…
For instance, no more school life…no more secondary school teachers, new friends, new environment, new job…almost everything is new…
Yet I can’t cope with so many changes, this drastic revolution…
Making me feel as if I am taking this road alone…to a destination I really do not know…
I can’t see what is in front of me, what is laid at first, is now disarray… everything is just a blur image…studies, work, and even love…
How would I step up front? And conquer all barriers I face.
All those who are dear to me, now seems so far away…everyone may be just a phone call away…yet the feeling differs…
I really want to just run to a place…where there’s no one else but me…just me in a land cover in white snow and fading trees…there on top of the mountain I will scream it all out…all, that I am unsatisfied…no fears, no tears…just me…
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