January 21, 2009
found
its been awhile, i've not completely let myself loose. sometimes its hard to even take a deep breath.
maybe its cause i tied myself up, bound to punish my ownself, not letting myself being loved the proper way. i really need to gasps for fresh air, as i am drowning from my polluted mind.
growing up also means to know more...yet i really wish that sometimes i don't know. at least being naive makes my life go easier...as i add sugar and spice into whatever i think, i really can't make out what the hell i am thinking?
simple things i tend to make it so complicated, n who ends up suffering? ---myself---
why am i bound up to make everyone happy, but not myself? why am i so use to cheer every1 elses but didn't bother to care about myself?...i really think that i have enough...its time to cheer everyone as well as importantly MYSELF...
i found my answer...thank you...
[players dont write like this...]
maybe its cause i tied myself up, bound to punish my ownself, not letting myself being loved the proper way. i really need to gasps for fresh air, as i am drowning from my polluted mind.
growing up also means to know more...yet i really wish that sometimes i don't know. at least being naive makes my life go easier...as i add sugar and spice into whatever i think, i really can't make out what the hell i am thinking?
simple things i tend to make it so complicated, n who ends up suffering? ---myself---
why am i bound up to make everyone happy, but not myself? why am i so use to cheer every1 elses but didn't bother to care about myself?...i really think that i have enough...its time to cheer everyone as well as importantly MYSELF...
i found my answer...thank you...
[players dont write like this...]
// posted by curious @ 12:06 AM 
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