February 25, 2009
room
Here once again back to zero. Now the eyes open to see that it had been a job all this while.
I work my way to that hidden room, yet as I almost reach it I forgot to bring the key. I turn back, turn away from it, and lose my chance towards it again. The road I fight for disappear right before my eyes.
I weep not being able to reach the very place I found. Just like catching lightning in your hands, to find that room so bare. Why did I let this happen. To drop the key, is to go back to where I started. Maybe I’ll find another place that has my heart install.
But maybe isn’t enough for me. As I reconsider that very mistake I made, I had no strenght left in me to go on. To take back what I said, to take back what I did, and to do what I never did.
Could it all turn back, could I undo time. To go back where I drop that key.
If you’re listening to my heart screaming, please help me I beg. Show me the way to that room once again. For my heart lies there, unable to be taken away. I’ll go take that key again, but I need you to light the way, be my guide n take me there. Taking that step, front, left, or right, but not backwards please.
Forgive my recklessness, I wasn’t as strong as I thought I could be. I am weak without you. And if I go on finding that room alone, I will not make it. Don’t leave me here lost again. I really needed u, although I constantly denied it in front of u.
I made myself as bold as a lion, making my way through dense surroundings, but I struggle to combat against sorrow without you. I am sorry, a chance is all I need. I long to find that room even if it means I can stay only a few months, weeks, or days.
Would you contradict my willingness, as eager I am, I am keen to reach that room. I will not give up even if i turn blind, if I lose my legs, my hands, because I already lost my heart that’s lock inside that room.
I keep my smile not for me, nor anyone else, but remain only for that someone in that room. I am no hero for anyone, won’t be a hero without you. Tell me how could I be a hero without that someone to protect? No, I am just a wimp. A worthless rat.
Don’t let this moment go, it’ll never come back, don’t let blood flow, this second is ours to share.
As it flies, and as we look back, I don’t want to regret each thing that passes by. For time is something we can’t rotate. To loose something is better than to loose ALL.
I work my way to that hidden room, yet as I almost reach it I forgot to bring the key. I turn back, turn away from it, and lose my chance towards it again. The road I fight for disappear right before my eyes.
I weep not being able to reach the very place I found. Just like catching lightning in your hands, to find that room so bare. Why did I let this happen. To drop the key, is to go back to where I started. Maybe I’ll find another place that has my heart install.
But maybe isn’t enough for me. As I reconsider that very mistake I made, I had no strenght left in me to go on. To take back what I said, to take back what I did, and to do what I never did.
Could it all turn back, could I undo time. To go back where I drop that key.
If you’re listening to my heart screaming, please help me I beg. Show me the way to that room once again. For my heart lies there, unable to be taken away. I’ll go take that key again, but I need you to light the way, be my guide n take me there. Taking that step, front, left, or right, but not backwards please.
Forgive my recklessness, I wasn’t as strong as I thought I could be. I am weak without you. And if I go on finding that room alone, I will not make it. Don’t leave me here lost again. I really needed u, although I constantly denied it in front of u.
I made myself as bold as a lion, making my way through dense surroundings, but I struggle to combat against sorrow without you. I am sorry, a chance is all I need. I long to find that room even if it means I can stay only a few months, weeks, or days.
Would you contradict my willingness, as eager I am, I am keen to reach that room. I will not give up even if i turn blind, if I lose my legs, my hands, because I already lost my heart that’s lock inside that room.
I keep my smile not for me, nor anyone else, but remain only for that someone in that room. I am no hero for anyone, won’t be a hero without you. Tell me how could I be a hero without that someone to protect? No, I am just a wimp. A worthless rat.
Don’t let this moment go, it’ll never come back, don’t let blood flow, this second is ours to share.
As it flies, and as we look back, I don’t want to regret each thing that passes by. For time is something we can’t rotate. To loose something is better than to loose ALL.
// posted by curious @ 3:43 AM 
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hey michelle, shirley here. :D wishing you congratulations in your stpm results and may you get a good course.
peace from ny XD
[my blog is here btw]
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peace from ny XD
[my blog is here btw]
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