April 24, 2009
blind
Semua sudah buta…
Where is the love? ~~~~ Why everyone is just giving up their love? Forget yesterday, throwing their happiness away. We only see the pain we feel now and want to say goodbye. So goodbye we say and better we do feel.
Being able to put down a burden, we feel relief. Reality check, how long does this last? If your heart still has her, why you leave her? Reality check no. 2, why do you only see your pain? Why do you see that only you suffer, and the other don’t understand what you want, don’t care as much as you want her to care.
You see that you told her, you tell yourself you gave her a SIGN. A sign for her to know that you’re giving up, “please care for me now, if not I will go”…Have you think that actually that “sign” you gave wasn’t big enough for her to see? All you feel is your pain, and you’re blinded.
Exhausted you say to yourself you had enough and you want to be selfish because you think that she was selfish as well, “why can’t I be selfish as well?” this phrase keeps playing in your mind. I gave her so much, I did so much, I just ask for a small small thing, but she could not give me. So you choose to give up.
You forgot all the good times you were together; you could not see that u use to hurt so much to see her hurt as much. You would not want her to cry; want to let her be on top of the world. You’ll climb up Mount Everest for her, pull down the moon for her. She was the one you love. Why do you only see pain in her now?
Are you blind? Where has the love gone? She wasn’t as selfish as you are now. You are exhausted yes, but is breaking up the answer? Please don’t follow my footsteps. All this matter can be solve, you just need to keep calm, and be rational, give him a chance and see how he change for you.
All this don’t take a week or two, please it takes months. You can continue to be selfish if you want. But you won’t be happy. You did not see how he could change for you, he could be so much better for you, and both of you could be happier. Don’t fail this test.
I failed. Don’t you fail. You may suffer so much more when you realize both of you could be better. When you realize who you love the most is him will he be by your side again?
Don’t just see the pain you feel. Remember the times you had together and he’s the only one you shared so much with. If he could change, will it be a waste if you throw it away and can’t get back?
Don’t be blind like me…
// posted by curious @ 2:05 PM 
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