May 03, 2009
lately
So tired today, my brain is smashed and can’t see things properly. I am having migraines again and I am not using my brain at all…haha…
Been missing her so much lately, but all I do is just sit here waiting for the sun to come down and the moon to come up. How come I always repeat history, making myself suffer here by myself.
I am lying back, but I can’t focus myself. I stop thinking about her, and I tell myself I will feel better. Yeah, I do feel much more relieve, and this is what I should feel. I don’t want to hurt myself more, I dun wan to be a fool more and more.
Yet I am not pushing her away. I just need to relax first…I am doing well for a week or two, then I miss her so much again…
I constantly tell myself don’t be affected by mere emotions. Im doing well and I know I can pull through.
// posted by curious @ 6:48 PM 
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