April 10, 2009
masih bermimpi...
I still dream that we would be together.
I still wish that it could happen. Illusions keep playing in my head, of how we will move ahead. I keep on dreaming, hoping that it’ll come true. Can’t believe I’ve become like this. So crazy.
I play out what will be, and I sit here quietly waiting. Waiting for my heart to break more and more each day. I am so afraid, as one day passes it brings you closer to him. Where would I stand then?
I would just lay aside in a corner, not able to get you back again.
I made so many promises to myself, but see it can’t be fulfill without you to be in it.
Why would you let me go now, that I am back. Don’t lie to yourself. Don’t lie to me. Don’t break another heart. Cause it is enough to break my heart.
I dream of the future. Dream of you and me and how we would be. Why crush this dream of mine? i know I am guilty, but isn’t it enough that I have my own punishment already?
I’ll slow down…..
I’ll turn around and prove to you that it is real.
Even if I have no more strength left in me. I hope to watch your back, be that soft pillow for you to fall on, and be that spring to push you back up.
Not by words alone I don’t want to just say this.
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