February 28, 2007
never lonely...
Goin thru so much…after skul life, though its jus a few months, but I feel that as though I’ve done a lot…
It’s a great turn out…I find myself not in misery…but in company…I do not dwell on the past so often and yet…I look to the future..i am no longer the miserable M-L3oNg…I am bold to say that I am happy…
I do not yearn for the past and people that sees me in a way I am not…
I am grateful fro I m no longer empty…though I am owaz temped to fill that hollow bark with things that shud not be in tat place…but I finally come to see things in another point of view…
No matter how badly I might want one thing…if I noe it will do no gud to me in the closing stages I will do my very best to stay away from the edge and not fall into it…
There I finally see myself happier…a feeling that will last and not just for a sligth moment…but till the day I die…
treasure
A part of me was left behind…as time passes it consumes that part as well…there is no turning back…there is no way I can change it now…
I try to treasure every minute I have…but it seems that I dun live my life to the fullest…I waste time…I wasted meaningful friendships…I wasted opportunities by just moving the wrong step…
I came to realize that every step is vital…either to move forth, back, left or right…
Every decision impact what happens next…after banging head first to so many barriers in my life…I finally try to stop, think and control the next step…for I really do not want to waste time and energy to go through unnecessary hardships…
I am happy that I realize this soon enuf and not too late…
Never to bang into walls head first…but always try to see through it…see it in different angles…
As you can see there are many things we need to decide…and I dun jus mean the road to our studies…but what course of life we choose to live…what I want? What I need? And what I need to DO for it…
February 24, 2007
the art of driving
its been precisely 8 hours of driving lesson i assume...
and it pop up into my mind...
as it was still the festive season...ther weren't many cars aroud either...so it was readlly save...n the road really like my father bought adi...
psst...my mum dint know a single bit of it at all!..i actually secretly took the keys from her..and put it back into place wher it was supose to be...
i was so ready to get a tight slap from her when i reach home..just if she found out...eventually she didnt!!
then my itchy butt tot tat i shud tell her..wat the heck? it wasnt tat bad?...i din kill som1 or wat...i din burn down a house or wat...so i broke it all out to her..
her looks???
NUMB... '_'
she din believe me...i had to confess the second time to convince her...n the third time i got scolding... T.T
from tat day onwards...my mum had to hide away the key just in case...ha...but i made up my mind not to do tat again..
i waited so long..why noy just wait a little while longer..3 more weeks to my test...he...
pray tat d "pemeriksa" guy is not d rasuah type...so tat i can past in just one test...
and it pop up into my mind...
DRIVE MUM'S CAR OUT!!!
HEHe...tat was exactly wat hapened on a normal thursday...
it so hapens that i go to the sports complex almost everyday...(to get bak in shape that is)..
and finally i was fed up of walking to Kg pandan so why not drive ther?...
for a person who does hav a license yet...i really shud not do tat...but hey..why not?
i drove all the way from maluri to kg pandan...(which is not close to 1km)..
oh yah.. i 4got to say tat...my teacher havn't teach me how to even park the car...
but anywayz...i made it...wihout a scratch..if i did..i would not be posting now...mayb i wud hav to face court?..or kena "lock-up"...maybe oni...
the funny bit is tat i did not even exceed the speed 60km per hour...ha! snail car.. thank god no one horn at me and gave tat "ini-jalan-u-beli-kah?!!" look...but just overtake me one by one....
as it was still the festive season...ther weren't many cars aroud either...so it was readlly save...n the road really like my father bought adi...
psst...my mum dint know a single bit of it at all!..i actually secretly took the keys from her..and put it back into place wher it was supose to be...
i was so ready to get a tight slap from her when i reach home..just if she found out...eventually she didnt!!
then my itchy butt tot tat i shud tell her..wat the heck? it wasnt tat bad?...i din kill som1 or wat...i din burn down a house or wat...so i broke it all out to her..
her looks???
NUMB... '_'
she din believe me...i had to confess the second time to convince her...n the third time i got scolding... T.T
from tat day onwards...my mum had to hide away the key just in case...ha...but i made up my mind not to do tat again..
i waited so long..why noy just wait a little while longer..3 more weeks to my test...he...
pray tat d "pemeriksa" guy is not d rasuah type...so tat i can past in just one test...
February 01, 2007
enuf is enuf
Enuf traveling all the way to n fro to KLCC…
Enuf being exausted just because of traveling
Enuf sleeping in the bus…
Enuf being alone staring outside the bus…
Enuf being alone during lunch hour…
Enuf talking mostly Bahasa Melayu Evryday…
Enuf waking up as early as 7am just to make sure I won’t be late to work…
Enuf waiting for the rapid KL 107 bus for an hour!!!!!
Enuf starving to death…
Enuf freezing to death…
Enuf not spending more time at home(outside)….
Enuf la……..
I am changing job for sure…in the beginning I tot tat working in Kino was the idle job…
And yet no…MAN …its so boring I can die there…n also strict…I’ve been skipping work for a few days…and that’s not gud…
There are palces where I dun nid to interview but just call up n get the jod…
Let me see the choices:
Pat Kin Pat San café
Old Town Maluri
Or Guardian Pharmacy
My first choice would definitely be Pat Kin Pat San...i only work five hours a day, RM5 per hour, six days a week…no shift…just nite shift…7pm-12pm…the hard part is going back at midnite…my bicycle is lost…and most of them who have transportation dun pass by my place…fuh…and no shift…
Second would be Old Town Maluri…I don’t really have the details…but at least its near my place…erm…there got shift geh…the pay not that high…I hear my buddy working there say she doesn’t like it there…sooo….maybe not there either…
Last but not least…Guardian Pharmacy Taman Maluri…just less than a 5 minutes walk to my house…during breaks, I can just sit back, relax, and enjoy at my cozy home...
The pay is about rm700+ a month…including EPF…there are shifts…my working time is more flexible as I can change it easily..hehehe…all that I need is there…by being near to my house…I save up transportation fare, and lunch money…so about rm700+ is worth it I guess,….not yet add OT leh…as long as I am happy that matters…
One small problem…I don’t like Guardian’s uniform!!!!
Enuf being exausted just because of traveling
Enuf sleeping in the bus…
Enuf being alone staring outside the bus…
Enuf being alone during lunch hour…
Enuf talking mostly Bahasa Melayu Evryday…
Enuf waking up as early as 7am just to make sure I won’t be late to work…
Enuf waiting for the rapid KL 107 bus for an hour!!!!!
Enuf starving to death…
Enuf freezing to death…
Enuf not spending more time at home(outside)….
Enuf la……..
I am changing job for sure…in the beginning I tot tat working in Kino was the idle job…
And yet no…MAN …its so boring I can die there…n also strict…I’ve been skipping work for a few days…and that’s not gud…
There are palces where I dun nid to interview but just call up n get the jod…
Let me see the choices:
Pat Kin Pat San café
Old Town Maluri
Or Guardian Pharmacy
My first choice would definitely be Pat Kin Pat San...i only work five hours a day, RM5 per hour, six days a week…no shift…just nite shift…7pm-12pm…the hard part is going back at midnite…my bicycle is lost…and most of them who have transportation dun pass by my place…fuh…and no shift…
Second would be Old Town Maluri…I don’t really have the details…but at least its near my place…erm…there got shift geh…the pay not that high…I hear my buddy working there say she doesn’t like it there…sooo….maybe not there either…
Last but not least…Guardian Pharmacy Taman Maluri…just less than a 5 minutes walk to my house…during breaks, I can just sit back, relax, and enjoy at my cozy home...
The pay is about rm700+ a month…including EPF…there are shifts…my working time is more flexible as I can change it easily..hehehe…all that I need is there…by being near to my house…I save up transportation fare, and lunch money…so about rm700+ is worth it I guess,….not yet add OT leh…as long as I am happy that matters…
One small problem…I don’t like Guardian’s uniform!!!!
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